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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 16:03:45 GMT -6
Jordan smiled at him faintly. "I...use' to take pictures of you, and fall asleep looking through them at night.." He slurred, burying his face. "It was the only way to be with you.."
Angel smiled faintly, stroking his cheek with his free hand. "You would be a first to think like that.."
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 16:09:00 GMT -6
Kenneth held him closer, the words hurting more than they should have. He knew he'd meant well, but they still stung. "I wish I would have told you sooner.." He breathed, running his hands over his sides. "I just.. I couldn't. I couldn't.. make things worse than they were. You'd needed a friend, and I told myself that's what I'd be. But I've been so in love with you for so long, I.. I had to.. You're my happiness."
Knox slipped his fingers between Angel's, leaning down to kiss him softly. "Well.. I like being first.." He said with a smile.
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 16:13:36 GMT -6
Jordan chewed on his lip. "It was worth the wait. And the friendship." He kissed him lovingly, playing with his hair. "It gave me enough time..to know I really did love you..you were all I had, you and Knox. You still are." He hugged him tight, smiling.
Angel searched his face with a crooked grin. "That doesn't surprise me at all.."
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 16:38:16 GMT -6
Kenneth kissed him sweetly, reaching up to stroke his cheek. "I'll always be here, baby.. Always." He said quietly, watching him. He kissed him again, moving closer to him. "You never have to doubt that.."
Knox smiled, slowly running his free hand over his side. "You think between the two of us, we can get my fly unzipped?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 16:46:36 GMT -6
"I won't," He whispered, kissing his jaw tenderly. "I love you, Kenneth.." he ran a hand slowly over his back, yawning softly.
Angel chuckled. "Probably," He murmured with a smirk, realizing the key was on his own bunk somewhere, anyway.
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 17:06:05 GMT -6
"I love you too, baby." He said with a smile, gently rubbing his side. He closed his eyes, pulling the blankets up over them. He let his hand fall to rest on Jordan's hip, a yawn passing his lips.
"If we can't, I'm gonna be pissed." He said with a laugh, carefully working his zipper down before he started messing with the button.
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 17:13:44 GMT -6
Jordan rubbed his back slowly, too drunk to be wary of the hand on his half revealed hip with how low his jeans were. He snuggled into the blankets, keeping Kenneth tight against him, watching him sleepily.
Angel laughed faintly, gently helping him with the button. He moved their cuffed hands lower along with his free hand, and gradually worked Knox's jeans off.
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 17:22:26 GMT -6
"-pants is fallin'." He mumbled, helping Jordan to pull his jeans up a bit. He tucked one arm under the pillow, draping is arm over Jordan's hip. He shifted his weight a bit, pulling the blankets up closer.
Knox carefully kicked off his jeans, leaning down to give Angel a deep, slow kiss. "I promise.. You won't be treated wrong again.." He breathed, kissing him again. ---
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 17:56:24 GMT -6
Jordan helped pulled them up some, then shifted his weight, still on his back as he closed his eyes. He draped one arm over his stomach, taking Kenneth's hand with the other. He didn't want to have to let him go, ever wake up without him again. He was terrified of losing him so soon.
Angel bit his lip, so confused. Did that mean they were going long term..? He hadn't had a relationship since sophomore year in high school. But he was too distracted to think about it for long, telling himself not to get attached just the same. He was okay with rough...he was okay with no love in his life, he supposed.. He leaned up for a deep kiss, his free arm wrapping tightly over Knoxville's shoulders.
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"Mm.." Angel whimpered, running fingers through Knox's hair, their cuffed hands held to his chest.
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 18:10:27 GMT -6
Kenneth squeezed his hand gently, holding tightly to it. He didn't want to let go of him, didn't want to know that there was a possibility that Jordan might get hurt. He didn't want to ever leave his side. If being by him constantly was what was going to keep him safe, he wasn't going anywhere. He yawned again. "I love you.." He breathed, slowly slipping into sleep.
Knox carefully laid down beside him, lacing his fingers through Angel's. He kissed his shoulder gently, laying close to him. "Good?" He asked, looking over at him. He slowly rubbed his chest, watching him intently. He couldn't remember the last time he'd done this with someone.
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 19:38:00 GMT -6
"I love you too.." He mumbled, quietly playing with his hair. He watched him sleep for awhile, since he couldn't with the other two going at it. Only when they quieted did he finally drift into sleep.
"Amazing," Angel whispered, continuing to play with his hair fondly. He curled up close, drawing a leg up as he rubbed his thumb over Knoxville's, not minding at all that they were cuffed together.
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 19:45:51 GMT -6
Knox smiled, squeezing his hand gently. It wasn't long before he was fast sleep, holding tightly to Angel's hand. But he was up early the next morning when Rozzi came poking him. "Wake uuup." She complained, and he swatted at her. "Knoxville.."
"Noo." He groaned, pulling the pillow over his head.
Kenneth turned over at the noise, curling up against the wall. "Shut up, Knoxville! We're sleeping!" He called.
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 19:54:21 GMT -6
Angel fell asleep easily, huffing in the morning as Knox complained. He shifted his weight, reaching to rub his face, only to realize they were still hand cuffed.
Jordan stirred with a faint groan as Kenneth finally spoke. He rolled onto his side, burying his face stubbornly.
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Post by kenneth ryleigh jefferson on Aug 26, 2012 19:58:58 GMT -6
Kenneth pulled the pillow over his head, not wanting to get up yet. His head was throbbing from drinking his alcohol far too fast, and his stomach hurt. He finally let go of the pillow and sat up, rubbing his face.
"Ow, that's my arm too." Knox complained, turning over onto his stomach. He stuck his face in the pillow, ignoring his sister poking him.
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Post by jordan marcus ballard on Aug 26, 2012 20:16:38 GMT -6
Jordan groaned faintly again, rubbing at his head as he curled up tighter, pulling the blankets over his head when Kenneth sat up. His stomach churned angrily.
"Sorry.." Angel huffed, chewing on his lip as last nights thoughts came back. They had been drunk, though, so it wasn't valid right? He swatted at Knox's sister with his free hand. "Go awayyy."
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